green i red tha post !!! i hope its not me tht yur talkin bout as the secand in commond tht is disrespicting yu! dont leav, we neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed youuuuuuuu ~kev

I want the truth. If none of you guys want me it’s fine. You don’t have to keep me. You’re already doing better than I ever could leading an army.

#NoOneWillReadThisAndNoOneWillCare

[This is going to make me sound like Rocky when upset. And when I feel uncomfortable on chat, I end up turning into one of Rocky’s haters, so this post probably won’t do anything because hate is inevitable even from the people you think you’re respected by.]

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For The Leaders:

Ok Nachos. You have done a lot for me in the past in 2011-2013,for when I was blissfully ignorant about being known and stuff, but now it seems as if I’m being constantly censored and oppressed for what I think and do by the leaders, and even some of the leaders(Puck And Edd) know I want to leave because I feel unwelcome and unwanted.

But they still resume to take the piss out of me, no matter how hard I try not to leave. When I feel this way, I always end up writing half a retirement post then stopping because I care too much about Nachos and too much about being liked and how everything will eventually end up for me. I even stuck with the Nachos when we were getting barely 2+, and during that time I felt like leaving because I was pretty unmotivated because I knew I can’t raise and lead an actual army, but I wished that I could so I would be a bit more appreciated.

For Everyone Else:

It’s not just the leaders though. It’s nearly everyone. The members, the mods, the 2ics and 3ics and even some of the old retirees who think they’re so good because they’re older, while making snarky remarks about it also.

Some of this may be jealousy about the new owners that are probably doing more than me, and they don’t ask for respect.  I’m not asking for it either, but I shouldn’t have have to deal with bullshit from people who I voluntarily decide to work with without question. Some may say I should just ignore the hate, and some may say it’s not hate it’s criticism. But there are certain owners in this army that actually insulted me as a mod and is now currently 2ic with me, and constantly think he’s the shit by sucking up to the leaders and always remarks about me “acting more mature”. And as for the members and mods, some may say they’re completely irrelevant, and some may say their word and opinion matters the most, but no matter the way I look at it, no matter who the hate is coming from, it’s still all the same to me.

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So this is your choice Nachos. You either don’t want me or do want me. Of course no matter who actually does, I still won’t leave because of how much I used to love doing this and how much I care.

I’m currently 15 years old. Some may call me a sad loser for caring so much about a Club Penguin army and the amount of time I put into it everyday, especially the trolls, and probably next to no one will actually read this, but to the ones who did, thank you so much. You’re the ones who will go far in life because you improve others. And to be honest, this post didn’t explain every single detail because I would’ve probably given up and no one would have known about this. So this is either the end for me in Nachos, or the start of a new and improved Green Dai who isn’t so self-loathing and paranoid about what everyone fucking thinks and is actually motivated about working in the Nachos and feels appreciated and actually doesn’t feel pressured to log on or even do anything.

-Your Ever So Loving Nacho 2ic, Green Dai

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